As I was installing the security cameras, my long time classmate's brother came over to tell me that what I'm doing is illegal! It's a violation of his privacy. I said, "What?" I have a right to protect my family's property. In my mind, I don't think he know what he's talking about. He's on the public street, and drink with his buddies on the property next door. His buddies could be tenants there, but not the landlord, b/c I known the landlord for years.
Anyway, let get back to the story. Well, he started to get mad, and told me to remove it. He feels uncomfortable about it. I told him, I'm not looking at his friends. I like to know who's at my door, writing at the walls, or dumping trash in front of the house. I told him to call the police, and if they told me, I'll remove it. This is a civil matter, not criminal. If he wants to sue, there's nothing I can do. As he was getting madder, and madder, it was almost like he was going to hit me. As he approach me, I started to move back. I'm not scare, but don't want to stand there and get hit. Why would I allow him, or anyone to "just hit me." That ain't going to fly. What's sad about all this is that I have known this guy, since he had diaper on. I was difficult, b/c I don't want to (physical) fight over nonsense (I did ask him for a solution, but he didn't give me any. I, just don't want the cameras there. Remember, he doesn't live here. He lives down the street)
B/c I didn't act. He assumed that I'm scare, or afraid of him. That's not the case. If he thinks he won, he's nuts! I'm approaching 50 in a year, and I'm going to start Shit? That's immature, really! I talked to Leroy, and Ken, and Leroy told me, " You got to stay away from the FOOL!" A truly waste of time!. Ken told me, "Don't with these people!"
What surprised me is that I didn't think the people I known for all these years, acted like this. Maybe, I'm just naive about it or stupid? Maybe, I, just matured alot through all these years. I learned to walk away from things, b/c they are meanless, and not worth my time.
Maybe this is Karma, When I was an ASSHOLE! Now, it's coming back at me? This cause me to think about my life, and the way I was. To this day, I'm still correcting my self. I don't blame anyone. I DO BLAME MYSELF for some of the things I did. I'm no angel, but I'm no devil either. I go by the theory of "doing what I have to do."
In my heart, I want to fight. My pride don't want to let it go, but I have to. When I got hurt, I felt very vunerable. I don't care how tough you are. If you get seriously injured, you can't do SHIT! No matter how tough, you are!
How I feel and view my life now: I'm learning and growing in my life. And I will continue to do so. I glad I met all the new wonderful people in my life. Life is wonderful, and it's more wonderful with Life With Rob, : ) GOD! I LOVE LIFE, and is the luckiest S.O.B. around.
Thanks Mom and Dad!
Live and Learn,
Just Being Rob, ; )
P.S. If anyone have any good opinions on this, let me know.
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You are very lucky. Someone above looking after you.
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